HEYYYY!

I know i promised this blog would be reserved for fangirling purposes and i haven't been on for soooooooo long~
Today, as many sixth guns know it, ITS CUTIE KAI'S BIRTHDAY!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY KAI! <333333

Cutest drummer ever i swear! :3
Long live The GazettE \m/

Announcement!

From tmrw onwards this space will be left for fangirling purposes! All other stuff please click here
THANKYOU~ ^^

Starting next week

• 8 glasses of water per day
• 8 hours of sleep per day
• 2 hours of lappy time per day
• 2 hours of studying per day

Not sure if i can do it but i HAVE to do it. My skin is in its most awful state right now. I havent had this much pimples for a long time. Recently they just keep multiplying. Its a sign i should sleep early & drink more water. 

so much for internet break

New baby

New toy for myself :3 
Actually wanted the red one, but red one's glossy which will leave finger prints everywhere D8 So i decided on the black one instead~ The lens area kinda cute isnt it? Fat fat <3 (X


Ohoh here are some sample pictures i took while playing around with it

Hikari, & Tetsurou, & of course, MY HAIR. HAHAHAHAHAHA XD
& my baby shall be named ducky! (All thanks to uru<3) 
Since i've gotten ducky now, i can spend more time with my dollies & figurines! :3 
& today i shall declare internet break from 11th to 12th june! (may come back before break ends though) Hehe.

D8

I. Need. To. Start. Studying.
D8


Motivate me please

I'm not thinking straight.

Random doodles i did because i needed to focus on something for awhile. I'm sorry my doodles arent clear in the pics, they dont look that awkward in real life. I know i need help drawing those lips. & i hate that bat wing i drew. Its so ugly it hurt my eye when i look at it lol.
I need sleep. Really. 
I mean like its not everyday i get so tired i dont even bother to make a sound when i hurt myself. Knocked my elbow knees arm & idek what else & its all a blur. 
Gotta sleep. Skipping the nhk broadcast.
Meeting the wanmei peishan keanonn minjie for kungfu panda 2 tmrw. Hope my day will go fine. :/






& yes self-torture starts tmrw. Going to start my day tmrw with a super fattening breakfast! Obviously its going to be a dumpling.

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Diet starts today!

I DONT CARE. MUST START DIET ALREADY. I CAN DIE HUNGRY, BUT I DONT WANT TO DIE FAT.

I am so cool

hahahahahahaha.
hols packed, no time for you people already.
MST AFTER HOLS, GOTTA WORK HARD ALREADY. BEEN PROCRASTINATING TOO MUCH.

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Something for that particular person

"I dont want to become the fucking garbage like you" - Vortex, The GazettE




SO RELEVANT YO. 

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Moodswing's not so bad today~ Got chocolates from malcolm in the morning, & at night, i saw my bestfriend. Wheeeee~ 
In between's not so good thou. 
& have i mentioned i hate facebook? I HATE IT. ITS ONE OF THE MAJOR CAUSES OF MY MOODSWING. I SHOULD JUST DELETE ALL MY SOCIAL NETWORKINGS SO I CAN LIVE MY LIFE IN PEACE & WITHOUT ALL THE STUPID MOODSWINGS.
Kbye.

Mood swinging hard

Yeap, it turned out, it WAS pms. & its as hardcore as previous month's. >.> Cant help it. Must be because of the amount of rest i actually get. If you were me, having to school from monday to friday & work on saturday & sunday, i bet you'll be acting the same way too. Well, all is going to end soon. Tomorrow will be my last day at work, til july. Cause theres mst @ end of june. So the hectic schedule will resume in july. GDI.


Yknow, sometimes i wish i have someone for me to whine to. But i know i would never get one, cause everyone's busy with their own life & what am i anyway. Right? 


Right. So now i have to go complete my report. My life sucks. Too bad the world isnt ending.

askhcavcaadbvjusdhv

Yknow when you feel like crying & you dont understand why you even want to cry? 
I'm feeling like that now.
Shouldent be pms (yet).

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my new hairstyle~
Yup, 2 toned. 
Pardon for the no makeup photos hehehehe

Cut

Picture taken this morning after rinsing off the cream from ytd night~
Cut's pretty deep. Deepest cut i've got in my whole life in fact. :/ 
But pain's bearable, since after hurting for awhile, it went all numb. ~ 
I knowwwwww i know i should be careful. :/
Too lazy to say more stuff~ I need to save up for a new camera so i can spam pics next time i go out ^^


OHOH I GOT A PRETTY RAINBOW BAG HEHE. :3
& THANK YOU MALCOLM LEE FOR CARRYING ALL THE STUFF~ <3

"cant live without you"

That freaking sentence, "because i cant live without you". Srsly. Who confesses like that? Only idiots i bet. & no, i dont care if you live or not. So if you cant live without me, it'll be awesome. So you will cease to exist in the world. Whatever. Your existence dont mean anything to me. 
Thats what you get for pissing me off. 

^^

Heading out for din din soon~ 8D

The hair

So i've been thinking, to chop hair off, or not.
If i wna cut it short, i want it to be like reita's or maybe ruki's

Their hair so awesome isnt it! 8D










HOWEVER, i think i would wna kill myself if i ever chop off my hair again. & also, i have a better option. I WANT TO GROW IT LONG & TIE IT UP INTO A HIGH PONY. LIKE. A. SAMURAI. KAI.
yknow the kai samurai hair? Yeap, its decided. So growing growing~
Oh btw heres the samurai hair kai has in pledge.

Skirts

Have i ever mentioned how much i dislike skirts?! They look awkward & uncomfy on me but wore my floral skirt today. & oh boy am i right. I FEEL AWKWARD. >.>
Ok so it looks like

I dont know how more awkward can you get. Lol. Well, my dad got shocked when i got out of my room. X'D
Today's pretty much the awesome day. School's great (minus the mountain of work waiting to be finished). 
Oh & fyi, today's awesome because i got to meet the malcolm & the samuel. :3 Yay for meeting awesome people to have awesome food on an awesome day. ^^
& i dont really look human today. HAHA

Somemore nothings

Sudden urge to dress up. I havent been dressing up for a long long time. Yes my life is this boring. D8

Meow

WHEEEEEE. Dk when i took that i just found it in lappy 8D
Anw, 16hours of sleep yesterday was awesome. Thou i missed my lessons for a whole day D8
Bruises on knees are like that now :

I know it looks worse but its like part of recovering process~


& i shall post a recently taken fav photo of mine.

I know v cute. HAHAHAHAHHAA

my poor knees D8

So, hows everyone doing in school? My modules this sem are pretty siong. D8
Monday to friday school, saturday & sunday work. I have like no time for EVERYTHING. No choice lo. I need the money cause of the amount of things i NEED to buy. Cant survive on allowance alone~ :S
I think i should delete my blog or it'll just stay dead ~ What do you think? Should i? :/




Anw, ytd i fell & tore my leggings in the process. It takes skill to hurt your knees bad even thou it was protected by some thick leggings. -.- 

2nd photo showed the bruising more obviously. :S It looks worse in real life. D8 Gotta hide it somehow during work. :/ I'll try my best not to wear jeans for the next few days. Have to dig for comfy pants for work~ 

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From malcolm & Samuel!
<3333333333


Ytd's awesome~ 
Happy birthday to me, & bunny daigo <3

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HAHA MY EYES LOOK CATTY. WHATEVAAA~ :P


This early morning went temple with miner. 
Thn went celebrate mine, hannah's & peggy's birthday tgt whooo~
Pics all with eileen~
Anw, this is what i got as a gift

Miner's present in the background of first pic hehe. :B


tmrw dinner with sec 2 mates ( i guess i'm going? ) HAHA


Cake was yum. (y)


This year's birthday might be the best i ever had :')