Had enough

I have had enough of this crap. I tolerated it for so bloody long, i should be bloody awarded for it. Considered my temper, i wouldent tolerate it for more thn a few hours, but i actually tolerated you for years. FREAKING YEARS. Now i'm asking myself, "is it even worth it?" answer is, NO. You, are not, in fact, NEVER worth it. You dont deserve me. You dont freaking deserve me. Dont come to me when you're in trouble anymore. I will never stand up for you. Honey, you freaking made me hate secondary school. Why did i tolerate you? WHY? BECAUSE I THOUGHT, ONE DAY, MAYBE ONE DAY, YOU'LL STOP BEING LIKE THIS, & STOP LYING TO ME. Because i sympathized you. Because i'm foolish enough to think that i have the same status in your heart, as you were in mine. 
But i was wrong.
I kept telling myself "maybe she has a reason for lying", "maybe she doesnt want the truth to hurt me". Well bullshit. B-U-L-L-S-H-I-T. I was simply lying to myself. Well, dont worry, i'm different now. 
& i am a smarter & way happier now. (Well happiness thanks to my pretty poly classmates<3 & usualpeeps of course)
So yes, i should only surround myself with people who make me happy.


"If the people around you dont make you happy, stop hanging out with them."


Your lies dont affect me anymore, & wont ever affect me. Lets not meet again. I dont want to see your pathetic face any longer, its bad for my eyes. Bye, stranger.