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Somedays, i just want to craw into bed, into my warm blanket, & sleep all the worries away.
Its tiring, doing things like these everyday.
Y'know how it feels like? I'm sure it doesnt feel nice, when you want to cry, trash things, tear papers, but all you do is force out a smile, some laughters, so nobody worries.
Its difficult keeping everything in.
But i dont know who to talk to anymore. I really dont.
Plans all going wrong. Whats with people i want to avoid popping out all over the place? 
They ruin my mood.


I want all this to end
The flashbacks, they wont leave me alone.