Last few hours of 2010

I. Wont. Miss. You.
So. I have a love/hate relationship with 2010.
Happy things : When poly started, met cute/lovely/beautiful/wonderful/TOTALLY INSANE classmates. :) I had no idea poly would be so fun. Y'know what they ALL said, you only find true friends in secondary school. Thats bullshit. As much as i love most of my secondary school friends, i'm sad to say, some are srsly pains in the ass. >.> While some are wonderful. Just like people i met in poly. Also, i'm glad i got to know cutie. Like, real glad. Thou if i could choose, i wouldent want to know him. In this year, i also got closer with a few people, whom i'm that close with in the past. They are wonderful<3 & then theres my boyfriends, girlfriends, & bffs. They are all imperfect, but they make my life perfect. <3
Sad things : I got my heart broken this year. TETRA TIMES. Ok 4 times. I shall speak human, in case people dont understand what i'm sprouting. @_@ So once was thanks to someone, next is domo's (my hamster) death, thn taku's (heisei ishin's vocalist) death, & finally yesterday, momo's (my other hamster) death. Cried alot this year, & wished i had saved up all my tears so i could drown the first person who broke my heart this year with all the tears. >:| 


So 2010's gna be over. 
In 2011, i'll learn new things, know new people, get my heart broken again, have new year resolutions that are never followed, & have new cuties in my life. 


In 2011, i aim to :
-Sleep at least 8 hours a day
-Drink enough water everyday
-Buy only one thing (shoes/bags/clothes/whatever) for myself each month so i wont overspend
-Wear more colours
-Spread the jrock love to fellow human beings
-Take care of my hair & skin
-Try to lose weight (ALWAYS FAILS)
-Crochet cuter things
-Bring hikari & tetsurou out sometime
-Love my imperfections
-Find a new cutie :P
-Remember to apply sunblock daily
-BE HAPPY. No more tears of sorrow in 2011!






<3


YESSA FINALLY 2010'S GNA BE OVER. BYE HELL. (y)

Cutie kai! <3
SPREAD THE GAZE LOVE :)

Movie day!

Pretty? :>>>>>>>>>>>>
I so happy. Anw, my boots still in korea >:

Tdy spend the day with my favorite people, wanmei minjie keanonn! :D
Watched meet the parents @ gv marina. Mad hilarious. I'm serioussss. & like, hell, what happened to Owen Wilson? >:| He was more handsome beforeeeeee ~ @_@

Should i get my lazy ass to the library tmrw? :D To return books & borrow new ones. I hate staying at home. (Though my report & eassay isnt done yet) & THE IDEA PROJECT OMGGG O_O
Ok, definitely heading to the library tmrw. I feel bored thinking about staying home alr.

School on monday. SCHOOL ON MONDAY. GAHH.

shoes shoes

Omg. Like, OMG!


Wedges came in the mail today *happy face*, &&&&&,
boots not here yet. 
Know whats the good news? :D
Seller sent wrong colour, so she'll be sending me another pair. LIKE I'LL HAVE BOTH PAIRS LOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOL. 
FOR ONE PRICE.
HOW.COOL.IS.THAT. >:D


Ok i decided that this is a nice seller so i will purchase from her in gmarket again. :)


SO PROBABLY NEXT WEEK I'LL GET MY TWO PAIRS OF BOOTS LOLOLOLOL MAD HAPPY NOW.




Anw, met malcolm & sam today! LIKE FINALLY <3 :D Sam picked up 10 bucks from the floor & we had fried chicken with it LOL. (y) 


MALCOLM LEE SHAO WEI LOVES MY PRESENT RIGHT? >:D 
No la, actually i think he love the letter more sia. Got reita's guitar pick inside. ~

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OHAI. Teh fangirl is back from SHOPPPPPPPPPPPPPING. >:D
Bought 2 tops only X_X One from uniqlo, & one from f21. Like everywhere was having sale, but i dont see stuff that i like. >: I so tempted to wear my jumpsuit already ~ The one i got ytd! :> 
So so so anw, i have like, finally told some people what i'm actually going thru all this time. Felt so much better. :)   I'm so awesome at hiding stuff arent i? XD Nobody could actually tell :P 




Still kinda pissed off at somebody. I know you're not worth my time, but leave some respect ok. No wonder so many people were badmouthing you. I thought they were wrong. But instead, i was the one who is wrong. I thought you were nothing they said you were. Its end of the year, so i should probably throw you out of my life, along with some other people who doesnt want to be in it. Byebye :)

Happy Birthday MALCOLM LEE

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MALCOLM, & MERRY CHRISTMAS <3

Sorry bout the 3 mins doodle job LULLLLZX ^

So anw, at like 12AM, i was wrapping malcolm lee's present, & i realised i never wrap present for guys before lor. WHOAAA right. Cause normally is like buy, thn call the person there wrap, OR DONT WRAP AT ALL LOL. So ya, i wrapped his present (LOOKS DECENT FROM THE FRONT) but at the back, can see the contrasting doreamon tapes T___T No. Normal. Transparent. Tape. *headdesk* LOL, but its ok, since i put the wrapped present into a mini paper bag. Cause have to contain the letter also mah, or else later everyone see. Cheh. I think he read le will cry leh. >:) Ok la maybe not CRY, but will like, VERY TOUCHED. Even thou my handwriting sucks. :S  But ~~~~~~~  LOL CANT SAY WHY NOW THOU LATER HE READ THIS POST THN EVERYTHING EXPOSED.

So yes, thats probably the only good thing you get for being my guy bestfriend! :DDDDD

Next year i'm dead. I have a ton of guy bestfriends so it means - BROKE AHHHHHHHHHHH *headdesk*

So anw, thanks everyone for the christmas wishes! <3 Next year i will send texts to everyone first, BEFORE CUTIE! Ok? :P <3

ONCE I'M IN I OWN YOU HEART<3

my belated christmas gifts to myself : THIS & THIS

MAD HAPPY CANT WAIT FOR THEIR ARRIVAL YO

Some fangirling done today

And/アンド
Am currently a teeny weeny bit obsessed bout them, <3
These guys should be more popular then they are! :/ Cause they're like, awesomeeeee.
Well basically i like all the members, but not so much the drummer. He weirds me out (2nd from right).
The bassist (2nd from left) is mad cute imo. <3 <3
The 2 guitarist are mad hot (both ends).
Vocalist's makeup reminds me of old school gazette's ruki XDDDDD Somemore he looks like he's the shortest in the bad. *cough* Just like *cough* ruki. LOLOLOL.




Anw, spread some AND love <3 <3





& thn, theres irokui

Spot the 5 cuties. LOL. ALL 5 ALSO CUTE RIGHT <3 <3

Headache going BAAAAAAAAAM

Look its uruha darling <3 :)


So uh, i, have a fever, sorethroat, headache, backache, & running nose. I took great care of myself ok! Idk how it happened. Ok ytd getting all sleepy early is alr a warning sign. Then in the middle of my sleep i woke up with a massive headache, & cant move around much since when i move, it aches EVERYWHERE, like every inch of me hurts >: Yes i know i need to drink more water get more rest & yada yada. I drank a bottle of lemon water just now & ate some medicine already. 


Cant do much now too. Feel too sicky to do anything. :/ Guess i'll do my hair mask over the weekend instead. Think my plan of going to the library tmrw has gone down the drain too. :(

You can try to cover your hideous heart with all the makeup the world can provide, but you can never hide the beauty of those you try to destroy.

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Yay back from shopping 8D
Bought what i needed to get alr. >.> Not cheap siaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaajackhnckjeasqwhnckjasckjudashc. Somemore we're not sharing so yaaa. :S Damn.
I need a earphone, BADDDDDDDDDD D:

OK POMSTICKS TIME 8D 8D 8D FAT FAT FAT

PMS

It must be pms. Lol.
If not i wont be having these weird moodswings & stuff. Well bout the post below, had been wanting to like tell someone bout it for freaking long, but idk why i posted in on blog, THE PUBLIC INTERNET. *rolls eyes at myself* 
Meeting wanmei in the afternoon to get something for a certain someone. -_- Hello dear friend your present is damn difficult to choose ok. RAWR. >.>
So i am not asleep at this time. Idk if i can wake up on time tmrw or not LOL. *dead*
Anw, i love AYABIE. :> Reallllllllly <3
Yume can sing. I love yume. <3 & they look so happy in their live. :) :) 
They are happy. Now i'm happy too. So i will be like highing pretty much of the time now. 8D


The cells in my head are like having a riot of some sort, it goes bong bong bong. Headache. :S


I need to pack my table like BY TODAY, but havent done anything, yet. BD Will do smth bout it when i come home in the evening or smth. Yeah, maybe.


FYI : The stupid liar is still. pissing. me. off. *rolls eyes, flips hair* < LOL BIMBO MUCH?

Had enough

I have had enough of this crap. I tolerated it for so bloody long, i should be bloody awarded for it. Considered my temper, i wouldent tolerate it for more thn a few hours, but i actually tolerated you for years. FREAKING YEARS. Now i'm asking myself, "is it even worth it?" answer is, NO. You, are not, in fact, NEVER worth it. You dont deserve me. You dont freaking deserve me. Dont come to me when you're in trouble anymore. I will never stand up for you. Honey, you freaking made me hate secondary school. Why did i tolerate you? WHY? BECAUSE I THOUGHT, ONE DAY, MAYBE ONE DAY, YOU'LL STOP BEING LIKE THIS, & STOP LYING TO ME. Because i sympathized you. Because i'm foolish enough to think that i have the same status in your heart, as you were in mine. 
But i was wrong.
I kept telling myself "maybe she has a reason for lying", "maybe she doesnt want the truth to hurt me". Well bullshit. B-U-L-L-S-H-I-T. I was simply lying to myself. Well, dont worry, i'm different now. 
& i am a smarter & way happier now. (Well happiness thanks to my pretty poly classmates<3 & usualpeeps of course)
So yes, i should only surround myself with people who make me happy.


"If the people around you dont make you happy, stop hanging out with them."


Your lies dont affect me anymore, & wont ever affect me. Lets not meet again. I dont want to see your pathetic face any longer, its bad for my eyes. Bye, stranger.

Cousin's wedding!

Back from cousin's wedding! Awesomeeeeeeeee ~
Cept for that awkward moment when they started singing (uh, or do you call it worshiping?) Dk, no idea. Cause well, i am a Buddhist, so its awkward for me. Or you can say, US. :S My wholllllllllllle family was having the awkward moment lol.  But meh, its like, SO DAMN ROMANTIC. They showed pictures of them when the first met & stuff. Like, more thn a decade ago. (y) True love yo. *dreamy face*  & the translator who was translating what the other guy said , is like some hokkien fail. LOL. SO DAMN FUNNY. Like comedian lor. (X 


Ok. I learnt something today.


The words 'complete' & 'finish' are similar, yet different. Like, when you want to get married & settle down, if you find the right one, you will be completed. If you find the wrong one, you will be finished. & if you are the right one but you found the wrong one, you are completely finished. (y) 


HAHAHA. 
K, thats all, i.need.rest. :S


SORRRRRRRRY MY PRIMARY SCHOOL MATES >: 
I couldent make it :////////

Matenrou Opera TV

Ok, so i watchted matenrou opera tv on mjp. 8D
So, normally, for matenrou opera, i'll go all OMG AYAME YOU CUTIE, OMG AYAME YOU PRETTY BOY, OMG I LOVE AYAME.
Well i sort of did that, but, i went mostly : OMFG YO YOU CUTIE PIE. AHHHH YO'S SMILE. OMG YO'S DIMPLES. GAHHHHH YO'S LAUGH. AWWWW YO'S DRAWING.
So yeap. Currently pretty much in love with Yo. <3
& HIS ENGLISH IS PLAIN CUTE. LIKE CUTE CUTE. LIKE REAL CUTE YOU KNOW.

HEHEHEHE YO YO YO YO YO <3 His laugh is the cutest thing everrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr (X






I still love ayame of course. & not forgetting the ever handsome anzi! <3

Matenrou loveeeeee <3

diet

I will start my diet for real this time.
I swearrrrrrrr. Ok? :/
Because i sorta hate myself now. I want to change totally how i look.
I want to slim my damn face down. 


Yep.
Soooo, my parcel arrived.

The dress is super duper cute. & i love the top. <3
Happy happy.
& mama got me pjs, makeup pouches, a top & a bracelet!

But today's not a good day for me. :(
I think sun imma head to the library to return books, & borrow some.


Tmrw is cousin's wedding! (:

One day, maybe we will meet again.

GIF

yes yes yes i made a gif omgomgomgomg. *happy*
HAHAHAHA I FEEL SO SMART NOW 8D
Ok, will make some *cough* iori *cough* ones. :X


imma go cook instant noodles for dinnnnner ~ :D
Mama's coming home tmrw.

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If a girl understands your bullshit, sticks through your mistakes, smiles even when you've done nothing for her, its obvious she's a keeper. But it's also obvious you don't deserve her.

Eyecandy kai for everybody! :3

HAHAHAH URU LIKE FLOATING IN THE BG<3
CAN YOU SEE THE CUTE URU SMILE? :D
I KNOW KAI'S DIMPLE VERY DEEP LA LOL.


-ok i'm just bored cause i am awake early & have nothing better to do. Got to prepare & head out soooooooon-

This.

-want-

Created at http://www.polyvore.com :)

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Dear heart,
From now on, i promise i will protect you, & take good care of you.
I will not let anyone near you anymore, so they cant break you.
I wont let you suffer again. Promise.

Cousin's wedding preparation!

The eyes imma do for cousin's wedding on fri! :3 Not really obvious so i had to like adjust the contrast D:
ANWWWWWWWWW, this is without false lashes. On fri imma stick false lashes. 
It looks better in person ley. Cause cant really see the winged out part DX
Ohohoh, my msn dp looks friendlier nao. <3 XDD


I havent decided how i wna do my hair. HOW? D: HELP? ):
Wavy from the braids, or curl it, or straighten it, or LEAVE IT? O_O
I have no idea. Oh, maybe gna do some waterfall braids on the top half. (X It looks awesomezxz.


I feel like yanking my lashes out cause of the mascara. Too heavy -_- Ok imma wash mah face & eat mah breakfast yo!


Thn i'll decide what to wear 8DDDDDDDDDDDD


SO.EXCITED. 

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Mirror mirror on the wall, who’s the biggest fool of all? Must be the girl who can’t stop crying, or maybe it’s the girl who kept on trying.

It feels terrible

Trying to act like i'm ok.
It feels awful. As thou i'm lying to them.

The GazettE meme

Because i need something to focus on, so i wont concentrate only on being sad over taku. </3

1. Name
YUYITIAN

2. Birthplace
SINGAPORE

4. How did you first come across Gazette? 

When i was just into jrock, & saw Gazette. Decided to check out their songs. & when i first listened to Cassis, i fell in love <3

5. Who's your favourite member?
I really cant choose between Uruha & Ruki. O_O

6. What do you like about your favourite member:
Uruha : Idk, i'm like attracted to him the first time i watched gazette's pv. Its the thighs i suppose? >.> Naw not really. Ok. So he plays the electric guitar. Let me ask you this : Have you ever seen him playing the acoustic? If not, go take a look. Then you'll know why i have undying love for him. (Well i have undying love for gazette in general. <3)

Ruki : HE IS LIKE, THE CUTEST, MOST CREATIVE MAN IN THE WORLD. (Or maybe that was the biased fangirl in me speaking.) Ok really. I mean seriously? This guy played the drums before he was a vocalist, & from what i know, he can play the guitar too. & he has a nice voice. & he design things. & him looking totally mouthwatering hot & sexy is a total bonus that we fangirls are lucky to have. (y)

7. Something you don't know, but would like to know about that member:
Uruha : Do you prefer acoustic or electric guitar? 8D

Ruki: How much clothes do you have? XDD (He's a shopaholic)

8. Which of the members have you written letters or fanmail to?
All 5 of them. *coughs*

9. Something about you that changed when you became a fan of Gazette:
Their songs, the meanings & stuff, idk. & they helped me greatly getting over things & moving on. Definitely changed my perspective on things too. Also, i learnt that not all dreams will remain as dreams. Dreams can be fulfilled in reality if you try.

10. Your favourite Gazette song and why:
Ok so i have a hard time deciding on this. Because i love all of their songs, & i cant find A favourite. So heres the two.

Calm Envy: This song is in the female's point of view, where she doesnt want her loved one to leave her. Yeap, pretty awesome lyrics, like "Don't chase those long passed days", & "Because I wipe away my tears so you won't be able to notice them", & "I fell asleep as i held onto this goodbye". & the melody's awesome. 

PLEDGE: Yes! This. THISSSSSSS. THIS.IS.AWESOME.STUFF. Ok, serious. Its cause this reminded me of my past. :S like a part of my memory. Depressing as it is, the song's beautiful. When i watched the pv for the first time i teared a little. I'm thinking "thats what happened to me". Um yeah. So you can find the translations & read for yourself. If you knew what i've been through, you'll know why i love this song so much. <3

11. The song you'd like to hear most at lives:
CASSIS, REILA, BESTFRIENDS, CALM ENVY, GENTLE LIE, SHIROI YUUUTSU, BARETTA, DEFECTIVE TRAGEDY, CRUCIFY SORROW, FILTH IN THE BEAUTY, INVISIBLE WALL, DISTRESSED AND COMA, D.L.N, SHIVER, PLEDGE, RED, BEFORE I DECAY, NARAKU, AN UNBEARABLE FACT, HESITATING MEANS DEATH, CHIZURU, BATHROOM, NAKIGAHARA, GUREN, HANAKOTOBA, HEADACHE MAN, HYENA, LAST BOUQUET, LEECH, MISEINEN, TAION, WITHOUT A TRACE. & pretty much everything else. :B

12. The song you listen to when you feel down or sad:
Without a trace. Its really depressing. So yea, sorta make me feel better. ~

13. When you are ill, the song that makes you feel better:
HEADACHE MAN! Idk, that song makes me all high & grinning all over. Maybe its cause of : " WE ARE THE CAUSE OF YOUR HEADACHE" < (X

14. The song you listen to when you are happy:
I listen to all their songs when i'm happy. <3

15. The song which influenced you the most:
Taion. It showed how cruel human beings can actually be.

16. The first Gazette song you ever heard:
Cassis

17. Is there a song you can sing perfectly without having to look at the lyrics?
Pretty much all of their songs hehe :P

18. A Gazette song you'd like to sing at Karaoke:
WITHOUT A TRACE OR CALM ENVY! So i get to imitate the ruki voice. The realllll low & sexy one. HEHE

19. Have you seen Gazette live?
No. ): I want to, before i die. :/ WELL I WILL! >:|

20. If you have, what were your thoughts? If you haven't, are you planning on attending a live and how?
I'm hoping to save up & see them asap. But i have to work first. & i'm still studying ):

21. At violent Gazette lives, where do you always stand? Or if you haven't been, where would you like to stand?
Violent? They have violent lives? I dont think so. I do know they have really really really & i mean REALLY high lives. HAHA

22. What style do you (or would you like to) attend Gazette lives in? (Clothes, make-up, etc)
Like what i usually wear?

23. Name a few necesseties for attending a Gazette live:
Water. Plenty of water. Because lots of screaming will be involved. (y)

24. Do you (or would you) always fill out the after-live questionnaire?
I would.

25. Something you've started collecting because of Gazette:
Magazines, DVDs, CDs, posters. I have guitar picks & a sweat band too! :3

26. Which Gazette costume series do you like most?
Invisible wall & before i decay

27. One item you like in Gazette's goods range: (Or if you don't own any, one thing you'd like to have)
THE GAZEROCK SHIRT. I WOULD KILL FOR IT ( OK NOT LITERALLY LOL)

28. Your cellphone's ringtone:
Red. 8D I wna use pledge but its too soft lol.

29. Your cellphone's wallpaper:
Ruki<3

30. Cellphone strap:
Dont have one. :( I WANT THE GAZETTE ONE I WANT WANT

31. PC wallpaper:
Its changing every few seconds. Of all members, & some anime & some dolls. XD

32. Does your email address have something to do with Gazette?
Nope. My previous blog address does. de-fectivetragedy & my current one is from the lyrics of one of their song, i forgot which -.-"

33. A place you go to frequently:
HMV. You dont wna know what i do there lol

34. Your favourite shop:
I shop online most of the time

35. Your favourite CD shop:
online :/

36. A magazine you read frequently:
I read a ton of mags. :s

37. Recommended CD:
DIM

38: Do you have pets?
Yeap

39. Do you visit the Gazette OHP frequently? Which page within do you visit the most?
Seldom, since i have most of their info in a notebook bought specially for this purpose. LOL

40. An artist other than Gazette who you think is noteworthy:
Alice Nine, Kagrra, SuG, Versailles, Daizystripper, 12012, SCREW, Vidoll, BREAKERZ

41. An artist you like out of those signed to PS Company:
Like you mean not in PSC? Versailles & BREAKERZ (y)

42. A member whose words you were surprised by: (in a magazine article, MC, radio show etc)
That aoi & uru arent close anymore ):

43. If you could become one of the members for a day, who would you become and why?
Ruki. I want to be multi talented! XD

44. If the world ceased to exist tomorrow, which member would you like to spend your last day with?
All 5 of them? :/

45. Which member would you like to go to karaoke with?
URUHA. LOL. LINDA LINDA~~~ *in a drunk voice* XD <3

46. Which member would you like to go drinking with?
Uruha. I want to hear him singing while drunk. Hehe

47. Which member would you like to go to an oshare bar with?
Idk. Kai? XD

48. Which member would you like to cook for?
Um, i'm not sure. O.O Not reita thou. He doesnt like kai's cooking! :<

49. Please arrange the members according to who you think would change the most when drunk (least changed to most changed):
Uruha, Reita, Ruki, Aoi, Kai

50. Please arrange the members according to who you think would make the longest telephone calls from shortest to longest:
Reita, Ruki, Uruha, Aoi, Kai.

51. If you had to substitute in a Gazette live, which part would you choose to play?
GUITARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR

52. One thing you like about Gazette (physical):
Their mouthwatering mind blowing good looks LOL

■RUKI SERIES■

53. Your first impression about Ruki:
Omg, hottie! But how come he's so short? XD

54. What name do you call him by?
Ruki darling, taka-chan

55. Are you good at drawing?
Depends. Different people different perspective.

56. Have you fallen off of a jungle gym?
No O.O

57. If Ruki were really your brother, friend, lover etc, how would you feel?
HAHAHAHA I'LL BE OVERJOYED SRSLY. <3 I'll prefer him to be my brother thou. He looks nice to bully >:D


■URUHA SERIES■
58.Your first impression about Uruha:
WHOA PRETTY BOY. OI HANDS OFF THIS ONE MINE. HAHA.

59. What name do you call him by?
uru, pretty boy

60. Did you know at first that his name was pronounced "Uruha"?
Yeap

61. Do you gargle every day?
Nope

62. If Uruha were really your brother, friend, lover etc, how would you feel?
MY GOD, I WILL LOVE HIM TO DEATH LA. Hehe. Probably jump on him often (X

 <3

■AOI SERIES■
63. Your first impression about Aoi:
Wa fierce

64. What name do you call him by?

Aoi

65. Do you have a lip/navel piercing?
Nope. It looks painful O_O

66. Were you born in the city?
Yeap

67. If Aoi were really your brother, friend, lover etc, how would you feel?
Idk. But i would love it if he were my brother. He looks like the kind who will take care of his siblings. 8D & I REALLLLLLLLY WANT A BROTHER YOU SEE


■REITA SERIES■
68. Your first impression about Reita:
He. Looks like my cousin. Omfg.

69. What name do you call him by?
Akiraaa<3 , reita

70. What do you call the thing he wears on his nose?
Noseband. XD

71. Out of the Shinkansen, which do you think is the fastest?
They're all super-fast

72. If Reita were really your brother, friend, lover etc, how would you feel?
OHMYGOD THESE QNS ARE GIVING ME ALL THE WRONG IDEAS OMG. HAHAHA. Ok, I guess he'll be a great lover *winks* Hehe.


■KAI SERIES■
73. Your first impression about Kai:
He looks weird O_O

74. What name do you call him by?
Kai, Leader-sama, cutie pie!

75. Are you good at cooking?
Not bad

76. Where do you think the state of New Jersey is?
idk O_O

77. If Kai were really your brother, friend, lover etc, how would you feel?
Well, if he is my brother i know i'll be like, super attached to him. If he is my friend i'll probably fall in love with. FACE THE FACT : KAI IS THE CUTEST GUY ALIVE LOL. Next one i dont wna elaborate lol.

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78. Represent each member with one word:
1. Ruki - Creative
2. Aoi - Dorky
3. Uruha - Pretty
4. Kai - Dreamy
5. Reita - Suave

79. Compare each member to an animal:
1. Ruki - Puppy
2. Aoi - Lion
3. Uruha - Leopard
4. Kai - Polar bear
5. Reita - BUNNY! (X

80. Compare each member to a colour:
Ruki - Gold
Aoi - Blue
Uruha - Purple
Kai - White
Reita - Black

81. According to you, Gazette is:
Made out of dreams, friendship, hardwork, creativity.

82. Your expectations from now on for Gazette:
Continue being awesome! & i really hope they get known worldwide.

83. Lastly, a word to fellow Dainihon Itan Geisha!
SPREAD THE GAZE-LOVE! &, Your life doesnt start until you listen to the GazettE <3 :)

Taku

I just found out today, Heisei Ishin's vocalist Taku, passed away on 10/12/2010
Just when i found out the news, Heisei Ishin's insanity started playing, & i heard taku's voice & i started crying. Sorry cant help it.
TAKU, WE WILL MISS YOU FOREVER<3 rip.










I was sad enough when they said they were going to disband. Now this.
I hope 2011 will be better. I hope there wont be anymore sudden disbanding & sudden deaths.

christmas/2011 wishes

I'm bored so imma do this first hehe.

1) giant rilakkuma plush

2) giant kapibara plush

3) glitter domokun

4) prima dolly paris blythe

5) dr martens boots 

6) new watch *ahem* XDD

7) THIS FROM TAKERU'S CLOTHING LINE

8) Get better grades

9) HUJOO!!!!!!!!!

10) start eating healthy

11) start sleeping before 11!

Maybe

Well maybe i didnt change.
Maybe, i stopped living my life to please you.
I stopped living the way you want me to.


Whats not yours, wouldent be yours. No matter how hard you try to fight for it.
Give up already.
Its not doing you any good, stupid.

Failed attempt of ruki looking eyes D:

BOOYA <3
Actually wanted to try the ruki eyes today, but stopped halfway. Thus resulting in ^
(bg of pic was blurred cause i dont like it)
Cause looked too fierce already, so if i continued, i'm sure it'll be worse.
Met up with miner after so freaking longgggggg! 8D
Went shopping, but bought nothing. < A plus for me! :D So long since i hadnt bought anything while shopping LOL. (y)
& today i ate vegetarian pasta! Whoa. I'm like so happy with myself today (X
So yeap, while showering just now, the.eyeliner.was.a.bitch.to.remove. D:
Srsly. I mean like, hi, i used waterproof makeup remover! I guess its caused i drew the eyes with waterproof pencil liner, fill in with waterproof gel liner & sharpen the edges with waterproof liquid liner. :X 
So yes, bitch to remove. Maybe if i wna try visual kei makeup styles next time, i should just use liquid liner, or just gel liner, & NOT ALL 3. ROFLOL.


I've been thinking & thinking & thinking.
Maybe i should post all my fangirl spams in my old blog. Yeap. Fangirl spams.
Just so i have a place to set that hardcore fangirl in me FREEEEEEEEEEEEEE. 8D LOL


ANYWAY, isdk what kinda makeup i should do for my cousin's wedding. Its gna be at a church, so i guess no heavy liners. :X hehe. But thn idk what colours to use & stuff. :S 

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I feel like changing back to my old blog :< 
Idk, i dont really like this place. 
Suggestions? :(

Rapunzel, a tangled tale

oh godddddddddddddddddddddd, the movie's Rapunzel's awesome! 8DDDDDDDDDDD
:D:D:D:D


HAHAHAHA I SO HAPPY NOW Y'KNOW. MST OVERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR :D


That guy's name is Eugene. -_- Why so BIGGGGG difference sia! LOL


So anw, BOOK ME OUT DURING HOLS! HEHE<3






& I SHOW YOU THE CUTEST THING

DUALITY

DUALITY. (y) KAZUKI DARLING I LOVE YOU. SRSLY LIKE HE IS SO FREAKING HANDSOME OMG. THE SIDE VIEW. SIDE FREAKING VIEW \m/
hehehee. Yes la, i know i'm like 2 weeks late but am busy & havent been catching up with jrock. :S
Its a good thing thou. I dont want it to affect my studies y'know.


So, engineering math down.
Left with physical chemistry, introduction to flavor & fragrance, & analytical chemistry.
I LOVE ACHEM


&&&, i think henry & i just made friends. Finally understood henry's law for non-ideal solutions.
(well at least i think i understood O_O)

8D

Damn, i look scary, thanks to the toy cam app. HAHAHA

I LIKE THOU 8D LIKE COOL HAHAHAHA. (y)

eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeek my cheeks so chubby XD

Idk, not upset bout it at all. 

O_O

Ok, maybe its all the revision's fault. I'm turning crazy.

I MEAN LIKE, WHICH GIRL IS OK WITH HERSELF BEING CHUBBY? LOL

HAHAHAHAHA AFTER MST I CFM WILL GO LIKE " OMG WHY I SO CHUBBY OMG WHY SO UGLY WHY" 

But now, i'm totally fine with it. 8DDD

HAHAHAAHAHAHAHA